OK So here's the thing. I'm back. Now I know I said that a very long time ago but I think I'm really back now. High School has been really different for me and it made me drop a lot of the things that I loved doing. Drawing was one of them. Reading, another. Writing a third. I must've been in some kind of funk cause it really never hit me until I was having a conversation with a friend telling him about a conversation with a different friend and he said "That's not like you at all" and I really started to think, I really haven't been myself lately.

So I'm going back, well, at least trying to. So I came back here and had a lot of messages to look at. I didn't look at them. And I don't think I ever will, well maybe sometime in the future when I don't have anything to do but seriously I had like over 2000. SO I just deleted them. I also went through my watchlist and cleaned it out. I had a lot of people on there I don't even know why. But whatever this is my clean slate and I'm gonna try to keep up with it.

So here's the delema. I want to draw something REALLY bad but I don't know what to draw. I mean I can draw anything I want to but I just can't think of anything. I think of Gambit then I'll think of a pose and go blank. Pictures aren't as fun if nothings going on inside them.

And in other news my brother started college a while ago and then droped out. So he has a very expensive pack of primacolor colored pencils and markers that I really want to take because he is probably never going to use them again. But, of corse, he wont let me have them. Maybe I can borrow them sometime though? That'd be awesome.

Clubs: